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My brain combines reality and fantasy into one realm...

Postby Candy829 » Sat Nov 21, 2009 1:39 am

My name is Candy829 and I am 43 years old. I have a IQ of 145. I have several issues with my brain that I have recently put my finger on. While searching the web for answers I found this site.

My physical issues are Fibromyalgea, OA, Chronic Depression, Panic attacks and anxiety attacks. Paranoid Skitsofrinia with delusions‘, Bi-Polar, and Multi-personalities. My brain combines my reality with my fantasy world into one reality. When speaking with my mother about my brain short circuiting she told me I had this issue at five years old. When I was a small child I spoke so fast that I had my own language and only my family could understand me. I had issues with my feet rolling in and walking on the side of my feet. I had to take speech therapy in the first and second grades to learn to talk normally. I live in a vary black and white world with little to no gray area in my brains thought process.

About my life history; my father had issues and his father also. Although these were never talked about. I have these disorders and my youngest son of 18 also does. I just found out the my nephew of 17 does also. I was raise in a very sheltered manor in a Baptist pastors home, have three older brothers, and grew up in a small town in Oklahoma. I was a hairdresser for 20+ years until my body was over taken with arthritis and was forced to retire from my passion of being a hairdresser. I am an empath and feel others emotions. I also have seen spirits (ghost) from time to time. Mentally in many ways I am very bright, but my mind also lives in a fog of fantasy. I have two main mental personalities; me, who I truly am, and my Other bad self that is very bad whom I have given the name of Solice. I have many minor other self’s also. When I sleep my mind changes personalities almost nightly. We, my fiancé and I, never know who or how I am going to be and react from day to day. When faced with danger, anger and anything that might harm me Solice comes out. Who I think was slowly created by many years of mental and emotional abuse from ex-husband’s and them nor I understanding me and my metal state. When I was around 13 years old I blacked out during a long bike ride. I hit a rock in the road which knocked me off my bike and hitting my head on the pavement. I ended up in the hospital for three days until I woke up mentally from the black out. I have been married five time and have three grown boys. I have been told by my all my ex.‘s and my current fiancé that I am half like a grown 43 year old and half adolesant.

How do I fix my brains short circuit activity and what is it called?
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Postby JackBean » Sat Nov 21, 2009 10:42 am

Wau, interesting name. Where is it possible to get name containing numbers?
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Re: My brain combines reality and fantasy into one realm...

Postby Candy829 » Sat Nov 21, 2009 6:02 pm

Candy is my nickname, short for Candace. The numbers are my birthdate, Aug. 29th. Candy was already used, so I had to add something to it. This is how I came up with the unusally name with numbers. lol
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Postby mith » Sun Nov 22, 2009 3:41 am

You should find a professional. we're just web people.
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Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
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